I feel like I can’t breathe in this world. Like there is an immense pressure in every single direction and they’re all squeezing and contorting me into a whithering piece of nothingness. I don’t want an eating disorder, but right now I want to disappear. I want the pressure to stop and how do you ease a pressure other than to back away from it’s force? Don’t you see? Someone can only be forced at such a strength in all directions before they do shrink and shrink and shrink until their nothing.
