Saturday, December 18, 2021

Why?

 Why do I feel guilty

for simply sitting down 

Why am I overwhelmed with panic

For letting the nurses help?


Why does this illness make me despise myself

for simply being alive.

Why does it want to reduce me to less than a skeleton

barely even alive. 


Why does the voice in my head

Scream and shout and cry

simply because I am trying to 

keep myself alive. 


Why is this illness in my life?

Why won't the voice get out of my head?

Why can't it leave me for just a minute?

Why does it want me dead? 

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