I don't want to be an issue

 Scared to take up space

I don't want to be an issue

don't want to be seen as a problem 

or have needs to attend to.

I don't want to cause a pain

or say the wrong thing

or ask for something that is tricky

or make something out of nothing.

I don't want to be in others heads

take up their time

or in their world

Do you know understand why it feels easier

to simply vanish out of sight?

If I don't have needs

then I'm not a problem

If I am not even here

You won't need to worry about me withering at the bottom.

I don't want to take up space 

I don't feel worth of doing so

I want to not be here

I want to disappear.